Hello. Here I am again. It's been awhile since my last post. I've been meaning to write but I am what you call a "Procrastinator". I always have the intention of doing things ahead of time. But for some reason, I intentionally find less relevant things to do until I end up cramming on the more important stuff.

That's actually one of the symptoms of ADHD -- procrastinating. It's been my problem since God knows when. I don't know why I do it. Maybe subconsciously I know that I work best under pressure. But the thing is I don't want to keep working under pressure. I want to be able to finish my tasks and have time to relax and do fun and non-stressful things.

Last time I said I was going to update my readers on my listening experience with the brain entrainment MP3's that can be found on www.studiomind.biz. But I haven't done any listening lately. Maybe that's my problem. After this post I will listen to my 10-minute relaxation MP3 that I got for FREE from the website studiomind.biz. I need to relax!!!

Are there are any fellow procrastinators out there? Some suggestions on how I can overcome this "bad habit" are more than welcome. When I do my work, I do them well. Cramming rarely affects the quality of my work. But I just don't want to always have this feeling of stress and pressure. I want to do things at a normal and relaxed pace. I don't get to watch DVD’s or read books anymore. I am always finishing something that I should have finished a long time ago.

Oh...and it's a good thing I remembered just now. I also have this thing where I come up with great ideas like a topic for a book that I can write, or a personal project, or even business ideas. Then I get all excited and enthusiastic about my idea and I start working on it. And somewhere along the way I just stop. I hate that! It's been awhile since I last finished something that came from sudden genius.

I'm thinking of J.K Rowling. If I have it right, she was a single mother who had some time on her hands. So she would go to a cafe with her baby and just start writing. And now Harry Potter is a household name. It's a cult phenomenon! And Ms. Rowling is filthy rich! All because she had an idea and she stuck with it.

I think in most everything we do, the most difficult part is the beginning. The challenge is actually starting something. If anyone out there has any experience similar to mine, or someone who came up with something great and just went on and did it, I would love to hear your story. I think my biggest challenge now is to be inspired. I need to be inspired!

And so... I leave you with this quote by Nathaniel Summers

"Once inspired one seeks to inspire. In this it is obvious that inspiration is rather infectious and we are little more than vectors through which it spreads."

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